2026 June Weekend Retreat: Summer Portal


















PORTAL: SUMMER
a Back to the Body™ Sensual Weekend Retreat for Women
Thursday June 4th, 6 - 9 pm
Friday June 5th , 10 - 6 pm
Saturday June 6th, 10 am - 6 pm
Sunday June 7th, 10 am - 2 pm
A weekend dedicated to the art of receiving without pressure, for women to ignite their unique desires, experience full body turn-on, and overcome obstacles in the way of their pleasure.
Highlights
Build a sisterhood in a community of women attending
Access our virtual community of support groups and popups
Let yourself be seen in the Art of Adoration & feel cherished in a whole new way
Experience the Lotus Lift Meditation©, as featured in O, The Oprah Magazine
Enjoy workshops, embodiment practices, and group exercises
Come see what the LA Times called the most transformative sexuality retreat for women.
Come join us for a weekend retreat designed to restore your hope, rekindle your desire, and reintroduce you to your aliveness.
Come join us in the desert.
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What You Need to Know:
Dates: June 4 - 7, 2026 (arrive Thursday evening, depart Sunday afternoon or spend some time enjoying the property)
Where: A beautiful high desert private retreat space just a few hours from LA
Who: Facilitated by Pamela Madsen & her Back to the Body Team
Snacks and lunch will be provided each day by an extraordinary chef.
Options: VIP onsite accommodations or non-residential for those who prefer their own space
Schedule:
Day 1 – Crossing the Threshold -- You arrive carrying the stories of your life — the roles you’ve held, the expectations you’ve carried, and the quiet question many women bring with them: Is there more for me? From the moment you enter the retreat space, something begins to soften. You’re welcomed into a beautiful environment and surrounded by women who felt the same call — to reconnect with their bodies, their pleasure, and their aliveness. In our Opening Circle, we create the foundation that makes this work possible: safety, consent, curiosity, and permission. Then Pamela introduces a powerful idea: Arousal isn’t just sexual — it’s life force. By the end of the evening, many women feel something they haven’t felt in a long time: Relief. You don’t have to perform. You don’t have to have the answers. You just have to begin.
Day 2 – Awakening the Body -- Saturday is where the real shift begins. The morning opens with Pamela’s signature practice: The Lotus Lift Meditation® A guided somatic meditation that helps women reconnect with sensation, breath, and the deep intelligence of the body. For many women, it’s the first time they’ve ever been invited to truly listen to their bodies. Later you explore The Art of Adoration — learning how to receive attention, care, and pleasure without performing or giving back. Throughout the workshops, women begin sharing their stories — often realizing for the first time that the struggles they’ve carried privately are shared by many others. Shame softens. Isolation dissolves. Together we gently uncover the roadblocks that have kept pleasure, confidence, and desire out of reach — whether they come from past experiences, cultural conditioning, relationship patterns, or simply never having been taught how female arousal truly works. And most importantly, this weekend isn’t about learning someone else’s version of sexuality. It’s about discovering your own. Your desires. Your pace. Your body. By the end of the day, many women feel something beginning to awaken: Sensation. Confidence. Belonging.
Day 3 — Owning Your Aliveness -- By Sunday, the room feels different. Women who arrived unsure now feel grounded in their bodies and connected to one another. The day focuses on one of the most powerful skills women can learn: The art of receiving. Through guided demonstrations and integration practices, you learn how to allow pleasure, attention, and intimacy to land in your body — without pressure or performance. You reflect on what you’ve discovered about your desires, your challenges, and what has been holding you back. And perhaps for the first time, you begin to see a path forward. Not a one-size-fits-all formula. But your own next step. In the Closing Circle, women often share the same realization: Nothing was wrong with me. I just needed the right space to reconnect with myself. And when you leave, you don’t just take home ideas. You leave with something far more valuable: A sense of belonging, a deeper relationship with your body, and the knowing that your aliveness is still there.
Activities Include...
- participate in “the art of adoration”, a hallmark experience of back to the body™’s portal event where you will become living sacred art!
- Delight in delicious, wholesome, decadent food -- an opportunity to practice receiving beauty and nourishment!
- witness a live demonstration of the Back to the Body Method™ and get all of your questions answered!
- experience the Lotus Lift Meditation, as featured in O, The Oprah Magazine!
- experience the power of receiving
- sensory awakening through embodied practices & discussions
- dive into playful explorations of fantasy
- learn about your life’s phases as a woman, and how they connect to your desire
- rediscover your arousal
- ask your questions about full body expansion
- feel empowered to take the next step in your journey
- reclaim your desire, your sensual equity, your body
- discover your unique story
- peel back years of shoulds and musts
- reveal what your body truly craves
- celebrate your whole self in the company of women who see & support you
Reserve your spot now
This Portal is open to only 15 women!
This Portal will be faciliated by Pamela Madsen and her Back to the Body team.
What’s Included:
All workshops and facilitation by the Back to the Body™ team
Lunch and snacks during the retreat
If staying onsite with us, breakfast and lodging during the retreat
Lifetime access to our virtual community of support groups and popups
What’s Not Included:
Dinners and Breakfast
If not staying onsite with us, lodging during the retreat
Airfare, airport transfers to retreat location
Lodging prior to the retreat and after
$950 for the Full Weekend Retreat
VIP Option for $1500-2500
For those seeking a more immersive experience, we're offering a limited number of VIP spots to stay on site with us.
Check-in Thursday at 3 pm
Check-out Monday at 9 am
Breakfast & lunch included on Saturday & Sunday
Dinner on your own off site Friday, Saturday, & Sunday -- head to the infamous Pappy & Harriet's right across the road!
evening enjoyment of our fire pit, hot tub stargazing, early morning dips in the pool, luxurious rooms with resort-like amenities, late night conversations on our comfy couches, and breakfast each morning as the light hits the mountains in the distance!
Staying Offsite?
The Southern California high desert is a very charming location about 2 hours from Los Angeles and San Diego, and only about an hour or less from Palm Springs, with a beautiful sacred landscape and local gems in every town! We've even scouted out some places to stay:
Book an airbnb with your other friends attending and make a weekend of it! We recommend (prices may vary): https://book.hostfully.com/the-cohost-company
The Field Station in Joshua Tree is a modern minimalist hotel option right in Yucca Valley, averaging about $250 per night: https://www.fieldstation.com/joshua-tree
The Mojave Sands Motel brings modern industrial to desert luxury, averaging about $175 per night: http://www.mojavesandsatjoshuatree.com
The Best Western in Yucca Valley is a great option at an average of about $130 per night: https://www.bestwestern.com/en_US/book/hotels-in-yucca-valley/surestay-plus-by-best-western-yucca-valley-joshua-tree/propertyCode.05680.html
If you have questions, please feel free to contact us!
Tickets are non-refundable, but may be transferred to a friend or another attendee. Please reach out with questions.

